Month: May 2014

Dearest Chou..

As I think about bittersweet moments that we had last night, I wrote this simple poem. I don’t know if my full emotions are shown here. But my love for him, since the first time I said I love him, remains all true.

Dear Chou,

Who would have thought that this time would come?
You by my side and we’re having so much fun.
It’s been so long since you’ve been gone,
And all I thought this relationship is done.

Who would have guessed that you’ll hug me tighter?
When my days are mourning and my laughs are bitter..
You’ve been the sun that makes my mornings brighter
And the moon that shines when the nights are darker.

It’s been years, isn’t it?
But I never realized how long has passed.
I’ve tried so hard to let go and forget
And I always end up with regret.

Should I believe you now that you’re here?
Or remain anonymous in loving you my dear.
Should I remain as a friend?
Or a partner who’ll wait for you until the end?



Stay happy!


#100HappyDays Day 94



I guess I am in desperate need of updating and catching up with the recent happenings in my dearest life. Haha! With all the excitement of my upcoming vacation, I can’t keep my mind off the swimming parties and bonding sessions that I have to face in just a few days.


Sit back and relax as I give you some updates about my #100HappyDays! :)


May 8 | DAY 75


Time for throwback Thursdays! Haha! But honestly, I didn’t have much time to take another selfie and post it in here. I guess I’ll just elaborate on other topics than talk about the past. Eh? :)


It was the final session of our Change Management Training and I was still “starstruck” the presence of the managers and supervisors around me. It’s nice to know the certain issues that they wish to resolve, but it’s sad to know that our team doesn’t have a big part in it. Well, I guess our team has to wait for another opportunity to be the stars in the spotlight. JK!


May 9 | DAY 76



After months of thinking about it, I finally drafted my resignation letter. It’s already at my gmail account with the respective recipients. I can’t send it as soon as possible, but the decision is already final. So that means I am an active job hunter and by this time, I am also opening online job opportunities. Wish me luck!


May 10 | DAY 77

Saying goodbye.


I just don’t know what’s happening to me, but the 10th of the month brings loneliness that I can’t ignore. Maybe I was missing someone, or it’s just my depression is not yet over. I need some breathe of fresh air.


I removed things that remind me of him. Starting with my beloved blue log book, I had the chance to read all the uncertainties that caused my sadness for too long. I am glad to know that my sacrifices are over, but it’s still crushing my heart into pieces. I don’t know if that would be a good thing or not. I’m just convinced that I shall have a  new life after that.


After all the mess with the papers, I have to drift myself to sleep and forget all those messy thoughts.


May 11 | DAY 78


my parents!


That pretty woman in pink is my Mom. For sure she’ll get mad at me after reading this post. hahaha! She doesn’t want the hot seat, you know. Happy Mother’s Day!


I’ve been sleeping the whole day, so I decided to get out and do something productive. Hehe! I guess updating my page is one way to maintain my EO policy! :)



That’s all for today..


GTG for now..


And talk to you again tomorrow..


PS: Belated Happy Birthday my dear popoy! ♥



Stay Happy..




Catching Up!

Boredom breaks my heart, you know that. I’ve been a busy bee (at work) since I have to finish the auditing sheet before enjoying my vacation. Anyway, allow me to publish another set of updates for my #100HappyDays Challenge.



April 29 | DAY 66

I was still sick, and all I wanna do is take a nap and have lots of rest. Unfortunately, I have some work to do so I have to get up early and prepare for working hours.

I received an invitation to my cousin’s wedding while I was browsing my Facebook profile. Truth is, I’m not sure about attending the wedding. First reason, I can’t be absent or late from work, or else I’d be expecting additional three days suspension (or termination) from our dearest shift manager.

Second reason, I am shy. Hehe! I feel ashamed to attend the wedding without any gift for the newly wed. Though I think they’re not requiring those for the family members.



April 30 | DAY 67

Nothing special. Really. I can’t remember any significant scene in my Wednesday.

Well, I guess watching three episodes of Detective Conan that night should be added to my list.

If not really sure if this was the exact date, but I was able to watch That Awkward Moment!



May 1 | DAY 68

Glen’s departure. Our one month deal is over, and he has to go home whether I like it or not. I asked him if he could stay for a few days more, but I know his family needs him back home. Well, I have to deal with my sickness all by myself.

Anyway, we’re celebrating the Labor Day today. This is a tribute to all the working men and women of the Republic of the Philippines. Well, I don’t really know if other countries celebrate the same occasion at the same time. Kudos to all the workers who’ve been very useful in the development of the Philippines. (May I also appeal to all those government officials who are corrupting our taxes. Please, listen to your conscience. If you still have one. Haha!)

During our lunch break, I was able to watch Rio 2! What a nice movie, isn’t it? :)



May 2 | DAY 69

I am officially 21 years and 11 months! It’s the start of the 30-day countdown again before my birthday. I am not really expecting a grand celebration, but I just wanna celebrate it with my friends. Just like the old times.

Since it’s Friday, there’s nothing else to do but wait for the coming weekend. The girl needs some rest, right? And I was so excited to spend the rest of the weekend at home. Sleeping all day and all night. LOL!



May 3 | DAY 70

I received a call from my sister that morning, telling me that somebody called them to announce that they won 250,000 Php! The condition is, they have to send 600 Php of load to that caller before he/she send the money to Bicol. Haha! What a scam!

They were pretty excited about the money, and requested if I’m willing to pick up the money here in Makati. I said NO. I know it was just a scam. I’m afraid those people might do something that could harm me. Better safe than sorry.

I was convinced that it was a scam since the caller got angry while the negotiation was happening. My sister was asking if he could send the money first before sending the load. But the caller was already yelling and telling her that if she doesn’t want the money, she’ll give it to the needy. End of story.

So, I enjoyed sleeping and sleeping after that hilarious call. Haha!



May 4 | DAY 71

Whether you believe it or not, I was sleeping the whole day and whole night!

It was the first time I fully realized that Glen isn’t around anymore. And I am totally alone. :)



May 5 | DAY 72

Manic Monday once again!

My job hunting isn’t really productive, and I guess I still have to exert more effort just to make sure I have another job by July.I submitted a few resumes, and I hope employers will notice those. :)



May 6 | DAY 73

Attending the Change Management Seminar..

I hope you could imagine how intimidating it was to stay in a room with all the department managers. I darn nervous; I never knew I was a part of that training. Haha! I was just called to attend the so-called “meeting”, only to know it was a seminar hosted by the HR.

Anyway, it’s nice to be part of that seminar. I don’t know if I’ll be needing it in my last days in this company.. but I love the inputs. For sure I could use that “Start, Stop, and Continue” activity for a youth-group activity. :)



May 7 | DAY 74

Moving from one station to another.Haha! Due to annoying log in and “temporary accounts” problems, I came back to my station. From WS 49 to WS 36 and then back to WS 49. :)

Again, nothing special.

Only that, I saw Drummer Boy pass in front of me back and forth for three times. Haha! His presence is really a great help in completing my day.




So, I guess I was able to catch up with the updates. Haha!

Hope I’ll be able to hold myself until the Change Management Seminar was over next shift.


Looking forward for a new certificate! :)



Stay happy everyone!