WARNING: If you’re not up for rants today, don’t read the middle part of the post. But if you’re very much willing to give an advice, please do read and comprehend. Thanks!
Honestly, I’ve got to post another topic for today. My mind has been shattered after seeing another Facebook profile a while ago.
I’ve seen his recent photos, and I felt the rage I always wanted to forget. The feeling of betrayal that I thought I’ve given up already. That desire of killing someone for hurting you so bad after all the good things that you’ve given to him.
I wanted all my things back. My electric fan. My pillow. My storage box. My cauldron. My Tupperware. Everything that was MINE.
They’re all the product of my hardwork. I spent my salary in buying all those stuff for my own consumption. Yes, they were turned into somewhat “conjugal properties” when I moved into his house, but that doesn’t mean it’s already his.
Yes, I could remember a deal that I would leave my stuff in exchange to my last rent payment. My mistake is, I wasn’t able to say no. I just wanted to leave and never go back again. Days passed and I realized that I don’t have to pay to him. He has to pay me back.
The thing is, I am contented with what I have right now. But then, it hurts to see MY things being damaged and not taken care properly. Tell me if I don’t have the right to rant, but it’s f*cking annoying!
My mind have been reciting the phrase, “Forget it” so many times, but it just makes the rage burn more. I can’t help it. *sigh
Any help people? Should I pursue in getting my stuff back or just leave it with him?