For Six Years

I remember myself, six long years ago
Staring at something that I really don’t know.
Thinking about the news about you,
With that girl I used to talk to.

I was waiting for your call, for you to explain.
I was expecting the comfort to lessen the pain.
But all I got was how boastful your tone has been,
That you fucked someone else when I’m not ready for it.

Each day I have tolerated the gossips
My days end with a deafening silence.
Inside me I scream, I wish I’ve seen
The signs that led you to being so mean.

Now that I saw you after six long years,
I’ve released all the longing I have kept within.
Though I’m still afraid to ask one last question,
Do you still love me or are you void of any emotion?

02.15.16
16:56
–Huntress

Pray for Paris

Waking up at Saturday morning with all the news and posts about France. It really breaks my heart, and I pray everyone will be okay. Take care to all my readers who are in France, and keep safe wherever you are.

Let’s pray that all these violence will end, and make our world a better place. God bless us all! :)

Love,
thedespicablehuntress

Two Months. Two Hearts

Two months of separation,
Days full of confusion.
Two hearts kept away by dreams,
One love binds them for real.

Two hearts that met with different goals,
A hindrance that never left any holes.
Two months of pain-striken feelings,
A decision to hold on and keep waiting.

To another month, I will wait for your return,
Even if your feelings would soon just burn.
To another expectation I raise soon,
With a wish to make this sacrifice a boom…

-thedespicablehuntress

Hair Dilemma 101

I plan to change my hairstyle for Christmas season, but I can’t decide which style to maintain. Shall I go for straight option? Or try something new as I choose curly hair.

Sample photos below. Can anybody help me decide? Haha! Thank you! :)

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TGIF! :)

–thedespicablehuntress

Questions

Will you tell me your name when I got the chance to ask,
Or will you just ignore all the effort in that simple task?
Will you still look at me like you’ve been doing everyday,
If you hear all the words this heart has to say?

Will you be my friend if I got the courage to speak?
Or just somebody to clear all the stress I got every week.
Will you stop wearing checkered if I told you so?
For you will know it’s one of the things I have been falling for.

Will you spare me sometime to express my feelings?
Or will you pass by like you haven’t seen me standing?
Will you be my side when I started to fall apart?
Or will you look from a far as I show you my broken heart?

Will you, my stranger, accept this unknown emotions?
Or will you tell me to stop feeding my imagination?
Will you help me move and forget all of these craziness;
Or will you just laugh at my obvious foolishness?

I should be sleeping, but I think of you;
I wonder if you’ve ever thought of talking to me too.
I am confused, more questions to share sometime.
But now it’s best to let this eyes rest for a while..

-thedespicablehuntress-

Imagination

A stare from you brightens my day;
Just a sight of your shadow chases the bad vibes away!
You’re a stranger kept in my crazy heart;
And it saddens me that we have to be apart…

In your world, I will never fit in;
Will never a piece in the puzzle you’ve been building.
Whatever the distance, no matter the hindrance;
Your sight will always be a perfect consolation prize.

I don’t know your name, and I am happy;
I didn’t have any chance to talk to you, but I am contented.
It’s all I have to understand, this one way love;
That you and I will just be a pigment of my imagination..